Since I've graduated I've been in what feels like a constant battle with the world. I realize that sounds somewhat militant, or even victim like, and I also try to change how i'm feeling about the "real life" transition. But right now, I'm wondering if everyone feels like I do. I have dealt with so much since I graduated. When I compare myself to my friends most of them have not had to go through as much, but many of them live at home. So have they even truly begun this transitional period? Idk.
Basically, the water problem was supposed to be fixed 3 weeks ago now. This is after dealing with it for 6 months. The fact that they STILL can't find the water, and I STILL do not have parking, is killing me. Maybe I will take up my neighbors offer to park in her extra spot.
Dan told me on Monday that he is going to move out... again. He promised after we went through last time that he would stay until December. He wants to leave in June. THAT's SIX MoNTHS! And I'm terrified. Absolutely terrified. After my various roommate experience in college, I don't want to go through the process of finding a roommate. And I don't think I know anyone who I could live with that I already know. And Dan is just... so perfect... as a roommate. Blah. I see no solution to this, besides the wild dream that I don't get another roommate, and I live all alone with that wonderful extra space, and somehow my budgets and savings continue just as they are now. Sigh dreams.
I don't know if it is the low point in my hormonal cycle, but I'm back to completely seeing no silver lining about my job. But moving over to Kennett scares the crap out of me. I'm so worried about long term effects to my career, and I wonder if it's stupid to do that against my happiness right now. But at the same time, it's a freakin career. Pretty effing serious.
Whatever. end: whinefest
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